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i am sure many of you have watched this but let me post it here again because i am quite satisfied with the work (ignore the lag, technical problem during uploading process)

and this

this got me to think and realize, that i don't even bother anymore (or maybe i did i am not sure. ok the fact that i am writing now means i still care, or maybe i did not). but the point is, going through stages of anxious, upset, disappointed till now, accepting the fact that both sides are not trying hard is not a big deal. the word giving up does not traumatize me anymore, a pat to myself for having the courage of letting it go.